Self Learning

Sometimes, I have the feeling I live in a story: a magnificent story written by a mediocre writer. When I was a kid I have seen many problems in my life right from the beginning. I live off why and existential questions. I believe it would interesting to know what it feels like to spend 5 minutes without doing anything, or one hour without learning something: I know I'll never experience either on my own account. I believe in romance, whatever it might be. I read everyday. I write every day. I constantly fantasize about strange, strange things. Sometimes I surprise myself- I may never want to know whether that is a good thing... or not...